The week began on a scary note. Not that anything scary actually happened, but my mind and old blueprint sure made a good impression that it had. I’m doing my yoga practice Sunday morning and all of a sudden I got this overwhelming feeling of fear and dread. My hubby was out of the house that morning, so of course I worried it was about him. This has been an old recurring thing – worrying about him when he’s not around. This time it was so overwhelming that it got me off my mat and I sobbed in my chair. At times feelings will come up as I’m doing my exercise programs, and I’ve always considered it a form of detox and release from the movement. #issuesinthetissues
This felt different. Like I was tuned in to some sort of connection and I even checked the online news to be sure there was no mention of an accident. I did text my hubby and he didn’t reply until about 30 minutes later. Thirty agonizing minutes later. After knowing he was safe, I went back to my yoga practice to attempt to ground and center myself again. Let’s just say it wasn’t my best yoga practice. Near the end of my practice I felt the strong urge to yawn and it felt like the fear left my body through this “yawn” and then…nothing.
The rest of the day I quietly read and disconnected from social media.
The remainder of the week has been nothing short of miraculous!
As I eased into the week, things began to flow more easily. I felt grounded, connected, in alignment. As the week unfolded, miracles happened. Timely connections happened. Things flowed smoothly. Answers to questions I’ve had for months were suddenly revealed in astounding ways!
Today as I write this, I feel like I’m a new person, yet reconnected to ME! I have new vision for the direction my life is going and a renewed sense of purpose. I’ll be revising my DMP because of the alignment with the clarity of purpose that revealed itself to me this week. The weight has been lifted. The extra space that was being taken up in my brain has been released and there’s room for creative insights and new directions!
I’m still processing all this new clarity and how to incorporate in my life. For now, I have absolute faith and trust in the unfolding and no longer feel the need to know exactly how it’s going to come about.
All I know is it is unfolding beautifully and I am so blessed!
Stay tuned! 🙂